Fall in Love Alone

It feels like we get each other. 

It feels to me like we’re made to be.

Realizing is harder than loving, 

how likely you’re not about me.

I fall in love alone, it’s fine,

the way I always choose you even when you’re nowhere to be found,

perhaps every name in your list you have touched, 

I don’t doubt they fall for you like I have. 

I fall in love alone, is that true?

I meant every single word I said to you.

Feeling that way even today,

I bet I’m not the only one.

I want to say it’s your mars, and your eyes,

and the fingers I know I’ve held between mine,

I have no proof and no evidence to find, 

no desire to make a case against you.

If you have done the things no one dares to hear about a lover,

to me that is almost the point.

Perhaps I need to see it, maybe I’m bounded by magic to this world. 

I fall in love alone, the way I dream about your love, an embrace that slips away as time goes by. 

I voice to never look at you the same, that’s not true. I take it back.

This is about what I found out, 

about myself, by the way. 

I wish to know how you feel about it,

I would still pour into your soul like I was made to be your water. 

Can’t tell if you’re begging God I leave your way, to exit your life the way I hold onto our path. 

I fall in love alone, perhaps. 

And I never cared to blink twice,

as I walk into the darkness with my heart out, the protective shield I brought. 

The internet suggests many pictures and accounts, are they on your wish list or the list we go after we got to know?

It’s not about you, my life, 

but it’s so valuable to me that I’ve seen it.

I had a taste, and I tried other flavors, 

nothing feels as deep. 

I vowed to devote myself to a principle, a philosophy that set me free but kept me rooted. 

I fall in love alone, I never cared if I must be honest. 

If it was just me with the blindfold, how naive  is it to trust it?

I find myself thinking about nonsense, because I end up forgetting about the mind, only listen to my heart. 

The way I must dig down until I warm my body with the core of the matter. 

I fall in love,