i take it as a sign

the missed texts, the off moments,

every time the song changes when i expected other,

i take it as a sign

divine intervention-

i guess that’s what it’s meant to do for me right now.

i take it as a sign,

to not believe too soon, to not hope too fast.

I take it as a sign, 

that I went really crazy when i thought it was a dream.

i take it as a sign,

to not guard my heart and not gift it on the first night.

I take it as a sign,

that my body is the most sacred thing i have.

i take it as a sign,

that i made a mistake once or maybe twice.

I take it as a sign.

It’s a sign to me.

It’s god whispering in my ear.

I take it as a sign.

that it’s free to fantasize and it still has a price.

I take it as a sign.

That i should be a little more careful next time.

I take it as a sign,

to not open the door of my body out of a lovely exchange.

i take it as a sign that im going insane.

I take it as a sign that I should’ve known better.

I take it as a sign,

that I make meaning of everything.

I take it-