Awareness is heavy to date

I refuse to stay quiet, sooner or later I say it.

Regardless of social standing,

there’s weight wherever I’m carried.

It’s beyond the light, the radiance I reflect when I step into a place.

There’s something about my mind,

too sharp and always aware.
Unconsciously working, even then, I have a pattern of digging in.

It’s not about my silence as much as it isn’t about my analysis.

But awareness is heavy to date, unless a name like Veritas is no scary thing.

Truth and honesty, sometimes too open.

Translucent with my face, 

transparent with my act.

Even when I’m performing, I’ll disclaim it without hesitation.

Iridescent and magnetizing, 

presence beyond space. 

My curse of saying without concealing, mostly my mercury detriment, or maybe-

my noble guilt if I’m not authentic. 

Awareness is heavy to date,

keep up with it!

not easy to date,

hard to ignore. 

Sooner or later, 

not under any body’s control.
Adaptable and flexible, 

but I don’t break when I bend and instead,

 I boomerang.

To stand right next to it, 

you mustn’t be afraid to see yourself.

The risk isn’t getting it, 

it’s knowing how badly you couldn’t contain the field that was given.