god,
but a different kind.
I know I will grow old and I will go through changes,
There’s so much I’ve learned already.
through other relationships,
through walking away.
all the men from my past can know with near certainty,
I would never go back.
all the women know it too, but they always did.
So,
after giving so much and getting some,
the goal has always been figure out who I am and where I am limited.
I have failed many times,
but trust I lear my lessons.
I write this for the record,
nothing I will prove to you.
evidence doesn’t lie.
I vow to die before riding myself into hell.
Nothing that has ever ended has been for worse,
I m not playing Russian roulette with my soul.
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