god,
but a different kind.
I know I will grow old and I will go through changes,
There’s so much I’ve learned already.
through other relationships,
through walking away.
all the men from my past can know with near certainty,
I would never go back.
all the women know it too, but they always did.
So,
after giving so much and getting some,
the goal has always been to figure out who I am and where I am limited.
I have failed many times,
but trust I learn my lessons.
I write this for the record,
nothing I will prove to you.
evidence doesn’t lie.
I vow to die before riding myself into hell.
Nothing that has ever ended has been for worse,
I m not playing Russian roulette with my soul.
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